I Am...

I am getting ready to turn 42.
I am a wife of 21 years.
I am a mom to an 18 year old man-child and a 13 year old little man-child.
I am a teacher to 5th graders.
I am a dreamer of being a kindergarten teacher.
I am a cusser..like bad.
I am opinionated.
I am a whatever is on my mind, comes out my mouth speaker.
I am impatient.
I am a bad driver.
I am a bad housekeeper.
I am talkative.
I am an unorganized mess.
I am a paper hoarder!
I am a sticker addict.
I am a "let's try that to see if it works for me" journal/planner/binder collector.
I am an ink pen slut, as a hop from pen to pen still not finding the one that satisfies my desires.
I am a paper clip making, yet they just sit on my table getting in the way collector.
I am an inconsistent blogger...notice my last blog post date!
I am a grudge holder.
I am honest.
I am trying to change.
I am a work in progress.

With all of my faults I would like to think there are just as many if not more good qualities. However, lately I have found myself living in my faults. Which had lead me to visit a blog I have followed for a few years now called: http://www.swtblessings.com

The author of the blog is a girl named Shannon. I want to be Shannon! She is cute as button and nothing but positive and happiness comes from her blog. She does put honesty out there so you don't think she is one of those "unattainable", I have my crap (totally not the first word that came to mind) together women.

She has a Scripture Study that she posts out on her blog once a month...totally free.

My goal is to complete this study in the month of September. Which it never fails, I decide to do something and I am already 5 days behind. Does that happen to anyone else? It is like I set myself up for failure but this month I am not going to worry about it. My goal is to finish so I started with Day 1 today and will work to get myself caught up over this three day weekend.